Hello

[shyunea 0]

I can only imagine the dissapoint of celebration with me. I let down my best citizens and community who cracked every rock, shaped every stone and heaved a kingdom from nerely below sea level  to the highest point of tap dance; that wasn't labeled a mountain. Atleast That's how i saw it, and felt as Kuntur and Kukro, And many others whom i have not forgotten;toiling under the demanding requests of myself. I wanted to build an empire that benefitted everyone within the community. Some choices were poorly executed and rash.I fought for land and won, no amount of time i waited patiently to acquire land was wasted in my eyes as my honest intention was to place homes for players. I was aware of the player retention problem at the time and i saw it as a challenge. There was nothing i wanted more then the prosperity of Celebration. I had it within my mind that I COULD make a example of what a determined community can accomplish, the kind of community that has stuck with Wurm through the years of development and fending off trolls and newbies that had not yet developed a sense of honor or respect for what an individual has taken the time, and effort to accomplish. What drew me to Wurm was the community. People stuck together and made cities. Neighbors stood beside one another, Communities from multiple servers banded together and made networks of commerce and productivity without that sense of corporatism. There was nothing I attempted that hasn't been done before in Wurm. I am not like many players. I cannot see myself Performing the grind. I didn't play Wurm for the mechanics. I played it for the community. I am a very social person and i craved exploration. It would have only been a matter of time befor ei went from celebration to exodus, and from there who know.s Buildking kingdoms with no limit of exspense form my pocket, for the greater good of a community. Taking in new players both those with best intentions and worst( in terms of intentions to harm other players such as raiding and sort. By no reason do i mean PVPer's are bad people). And pointing them both in the proper directions,PVE or PVP. Regardless they're path, It hurt me to turn people down because Aedgons' current state of development wasn't yet ready nor ppulated to handle such misuses and abuses.I fell ill and lost my job,home and privilages. I wasn't prepared for such a turn of events, nor was i able to recover as swiftly as i'd liked to have.I don't forsee myself starting another kingdom, I failed the community I failed to my citizens;They counted on me to kepe my promises, and provide for them a safe enviroment, food, homes, transportation and amenities that seem so good it couldn't be true.When my health took a turn for the worse i took a gamble with my life and I nearly lost not only the kingdom but life itself.I have no excuses for my decisions. I chose them wisely and fate wasn't on my side.I still stand for my choices and i know not all were at best. I mean no arrogance when i say this. I assume I am not welcome in Celebration. Ifanyone would think otherwise i am a slow,lazy citizen looking for a village. I can work some although I'm better suited as company then labor. Apologies in advance for grammer.

[Aetherwalker 1,863]

TL;DR, what is this even about? Most forumites aren't into a waffling WOT that doesn't even seem to say anything.

[Tpikol 1,057]

 I assume I am not welcome in Celebration. Ifanyone would think otherwise i am a slow,lazy citizen looking for a village. I can work some although I'm better suited as company then labor. Apologies in advance for grammer.

well seems like this is the important part,but i doubt anyone still cares about you quitting aedgon a year ago or whenever that was,except maybe kukro and kuntur.

 

and u can try gurrinton or Fyrkat on the recruiting forums.